i’m a piece of shit that can’t even function without being medicated. I’ve cried a handful of times today and my “friends” don’t even consider me a friend anymore.

I can’t stop thinking about you. I was so close to being done with you but I’ve taken fifteen steps backwards now. I can’t do anything without it reminding me of you and what we had. you’ve poisoned not only my reality but my dreams as well.

I need to get out of this house. forever. I don’t feel safe. I don’t feel comfortable. I don’t feel relaxed. I’m constantly walking on eggshells around my parents. I feel like I can’t do anything right in their eyes.

I’ve been clean for +3 months. I don’t know how much longer I can keep that up.

Have you ever just lied down in bed? Feeling really sad. And it’s that point where you have stopped crying, but only because there are no tears left. You just lay there, miserable. And all you know is that there’s this misery filling up inside you.

The Love Whisperer (via psych-facts)